Permission to grapple

Permission to grapple

I was watching a video the other day and in it a teacher was teaching his class of boys about consent. He was going over the basic concepts and one of the young adults was filming him. My immediate impression was that the guy filming his teacher was doing it because his teacher was being cringey. I had that impression because the guy filming let out a really big sigh after the teacher first launched into the topic. I was like, ugh he is already annoyed and he doesn’t understand the importance of this topic, the future is doomed…

But then I realised that I sigh not only when I am annoyed, but also when I am struggling with something. I sigh to try to puff myself up and make space for the thing I am being confronted with. In thinking of this I then felt that I had judged too quickly. When it comes to personal growth or cultural change, this situation made me consider the difficulty in balancing an honest expression of where you are at with inviting evaluation from others. Why did I feel an initial reaction to attack and belittle this student’s totally valid emotional response?





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